When some people hear about my illness, they tell me if I just pray hard enough, God will heal me. That I must not let the devil take control of my mind. Let’s get one thing straight. I have an illness, I am not possessed by the devil although I’m sure it may look like… Continue reading I Am Not Possessed By the Devil
It was March 2012 and I was struggling to make it to work everyday, struggling to make a home for my kids, lost contact with my best friend, involved in a toxic friendship with another, and kept finding myself in relationships with men that didn’t suit me only because I wanted to feel loved. I… Continue reading How Being Positive Saved Me
In the beginning, I have a chance to stop it, my hypomania. It is so subtle that no one notices but me. It usually begins with an interruption in my sleep. I have to admit I haven’t been taking my full dose of my anti-psychotic. I’ve only been taking half. I have a reason. My… Continue reading Trying to Stop My Hypomania in it’s Track
Last year, I did it. I came out with my story. I decided I was done hiding. That is what I felt I was doing. I was ashamed. Ashamed of what? It’s not my fault my brain is the way it is. I didn’t ask for this. I came to realize that I was probably… Continue reading My Longest (& Hardest) Facebook Post
I have to preface this by saying that my husband is the most wonderful person I have ever met. He loves me more than anyone. He would move mountains for me and my children. Unfortunately, like the rest of us, he is human so he isn’t perfect. Unfortunately for both of us, he is a… Continue reading My Husband is A Trigger
I am a petite woman at only 5’3″ tall. I have small feet and hands and I have small bones. I have always been small. Unfortunately, life happened and for the last 10 years or so I haven’t been so small. I used to have the opposite problem. I could eat and eat and never gain… Continue reading I’m Ready to Be a Loser!
August 1st 1998 was a sunny and beautiful day. The day I married the man of my dreams. We shared so many dreams of our future together. We were going to be actors. Me on the stage and him in the movies. We were going to conquer the world together. 10 years and 2 kids… Continue reading 18 Years Later Living Happily Ever After